I aint been on here in a while... Just wanted everyone to know whats happening... Cross Country ended... As well as marching band... Time to step up next year... Wrestling season "pre-season" has started... time to step up cause i got lots of competation and guys who are sexist pigs... If they dont respect me now, by heck they will after season!!! O and time for more Mama Drama with me... WHat Joy! Im so excited!!!!!!!! =D NOT REALLY!!

~Jessie Varney

 Homecoming was Last night! It was ok. LaFaye went with me, which wasn't so bad because he's just soo goofy, and since he's done graduated he was having a good time and not worrying what ppl thought! I *heart* that dude! Well other than that... There was one highlight of the whole dance and that was when I danced with Robert! Long story short... It was just amazing! But before the dance I went over to Matt's house yeasterday day to play football... that was interesting. I had the most tackles lol. Then I went and got my hair done by Donna, which it looked amazing as always... She knows what shes doin!! Love that girl to death!! Then I went over to Matt's house again b4 the dance to give him his CD he left in my cd player. His friend said "WoW" when he first saw me, and Matt gave me a thumb's up and said I looked nice!! A typical guy.. ha ha. I told them I do know how to clean up nice sometimes since they seen me all dirty and covered in mud from the football game. ha! Well thats all i have to say. Heres a few pics...

So I updated yeasterday... But not that anyone will really notice because "myspace" is what is cool now!! I just really need to get a few thigns off of my chest...

WoW! Is basically all I need to say... I mean I have this amazing feeling! Im not sure if its a good thing or bad yet, but I have this great feeling once again! I can finally wake up in the mornings and not think of Robert Runge. Not that he isn't important to me, because he is and always will be one important person in my life... But here latly things have just been great! Matt and I have been spending  a lot of time together... (Im not sure how thats going for yet) But I love the feeling with him. My family said somethign to me tonight about how much I am smiling again. And its true. I went from a broken heart (as lame as that may sound) to this cheerful mood... or attitude here latley, and Im just now happy!! Things are great the way they are... I spend a lot of time with Matt, which may be bad, but its loads of fun!! Im not rushing into anything eaither, which is kinda hard to believe...   But IF anything happens just believe me when I say there will be an update!! lol

Also I wanna post that school is ok i guess... I am a normal teenager so School sucks!! lol Well Im outta here...

~Jessica Ann-Marie Varney